Skunked! - A Poem

Can there be a law against skunks?

What impossibly rude little punks.

I'm going to picket

Let's give them a ticket.

For stinking invasion

A mean occupation.

Let's start a petition

Proclaiming sedition.

Smelly infusion

Midnight profusion

Causing confusion

I refuse their inclusion

Anymore in my stuff

I have had enough.

How To Survive 2023

I'm a survivor. From where I sit in my kitchen on this cloudy Texas day, I feel peace.

2022 was good to me. 2023 will also be good to me.

This because I choose to see life through a filter of light instead of a filter of dark.

My friend, Donna, challenged my thinking 40 years ago when she suggested we have the ability to create our own reality.

What? Yes!

This is how I do it.

When I find myself thinking darkly, I try to catch it and ask "what is the good in what is happening now?" I find answers and pitch my tent among those thoughts.

I choose how I process. Light is my reality. Goodness chases me. I can apply light to every circumstance and receive creative ideas, solutions, or survival tactics. I can give God my worries, fears, and problems, and receive higher truth about what's happening.

This takes daily practice and I'm still learning. But it works for me. I daily save myself from myself. Wrong dark thinking hurts my heart. Right light thinking helps me soar.

I hope this helps someone.

(Rick gave me an acrylic painting set for Christmas. Here is a painting I made for a friend. I'm not a great artist, but I love to play with color and paint - especially with grandkids.)

Don't Lose Heart

Recently, we were so disappointed we were unable to attend some events that would have been SO good for us. One was in the Smoky Mountains. Another in Redding, California. Have you ever felt like you're missing out? Like you were left behind? 

Yeah. I know it. But, I've lived long enough now to realize when there is something we had to say "no" to, there is always something better coming. There is always a blessing in the missing. Honestly. Life works that way. You think the world is coming to an end. And then it isn't. Life takes a turn; a new adventure; a new dream. It gets better and you get to cherish a special moment you wouldn't have had had you not missed out on what you thought was so important.

If you're in a painful place right now, I understand. But don't lose heart. Your joyful blessing and adventure is ahead. And...you are not alone in today's pain. 

I found this from one of my favorite songwriters and musicians. Take a listen.

Every life contains its sorrows and pains
Its stormy weather and its rough terrains
You watch me wrestle with my length of chain
And smile so bravely as you tell me
Don't lose heart.... Dan Fogelberg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxB2jUErffU&list=RDFxB2jUErffU&start_radio=1

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Something Stirring

There's something stirring. Something rising.

I'm recalling the joy of working with my hands; the places it takes my mind; and the pleasure of new projects.

I've been knitting a hat, journaling with a pen, planning to sew, and to pick up my guitar. I'm toying with ideas to make my home shout "Welcome." My husband and I are fancying fun ways to celebrate.

Thoughts are invading. Will I bake sourdough bread again? How can I add snow to my Texas Christmas decorations? Will I discover a joyful way to birth the book that's been simmering in me for far too long?

The loveliness of this little Texas city is inspiring, and I have found joy today talking to an elderly neighbor; meeting a new young friend; and wondering if there are others who might be looking to connect with someone like me.

It's one of those wake-up days that sing my heart open, and I feel grateful.

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Mountain Girl

Many of my friends know I've been homesick for Colorado. I wasn't born there. But from the first moment I experienced the Rocky Mountains up close and personal, my heart found its home. Have you ever felt like that?

Now I live in Texas and what makes it beautiful to me is my precious family. But recently, as I was praying for God to take away this yearning for snow, golden aspen leaves, old friends, and crisp mountain air - I sensed him saying "no."

I realized He put that in me. This special love. This passion. I believe I have permission to still call Colorado home. And so I will.

"You fill up my senses, like a night in the forest; like the mountains in Springtime; like a walk in the rain...." - John Denver (Our wedding song, Annie's Song.)

More Grace

We are all imperfect people raised by imperfect people who were raised by imperfect people. That’s why God created, offered, and sent grace. I want to learn more fully how to both extend it and receive it. I am thankful to those who extend it toward me.

"Learn to live inside the grace of one day." - Paul Young, author of The Shack

Planting Seeds in Late Fall

My friend, Dianne, posted this picture on Facebook the other day and it really moved me. Being a Colorado mountain girl, I'm used to growing season being long over by October. Dianne explained they planted the seeds in mid-August and had loads of blooms right now. This photo was taken Oct. 15. I love gardening and I've had some beautiful gardens, but I've never even thought about planting seeds in August. Now that I live in Texas, I need to enlarge my thinking.

So, I just planted a few sunflower seeds I had left over from Spring. Could I even hope they might bloom in mid-December?

My life is like that, in a way. I think I can't possibly start or learn something new (plant seeds) at this late season of life. It's too late to find success. Too late to be better. Too late to get more healthy and fit. But if this brave sunflower can bloom in October, I can too. I can dream new dreams; make 3 year and 30 year goals for my life; and feel free and as beautiful as this butterfly - also in its final season.

So can you, my friend.

Here's an interesting article about butterflies, as well as my favorite Bible verse right now. Photo credits to Dianne Fowler

https://a-z-animals.com/blog/how-long-do-monarch-butterflies-live/

Psalms 92:14 - They will still bear fruit in old age; they will stay fresh and green. (NIV)

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